Vistelse: tillsvidare

Jag bodde här innan jag kom hit
kanske du blir lite överraskad
men det är sant.
Jag hade alltid bott i det verkliga livet
men ensam
nu bor vi tillsammans 

men jag måste flytta ut igen.
Du sade till mig, ''stanna kvar''
jag vågade inte titta tillbaka.
The problem with sadness is the same as always,
it is easier to be sad when you suffer with company.
Once alone, you realise that the sadness is undearable.
''Så stanna kvar här'', sade du till mig
men jag lyssnade inte, varken då eller nu.
Ensamheten bjuder mig på middag med rött vin.
Ett sällskap utan reglar och begränsningar.
Jag vill inte tacka nej, jag vill inte tacka nej, jag vill inte tacka nej
jag vill inte.
En Vägran, varifrån har jag ärvt den?
Hur som helst.
Nästa uppehåll: fantasi.
Vistelse: tillsvidare.

A way into the darkness

The only lie to you
was that I didn't loved you,
so much was I pretending.
4 truths, 4 mistakes
and a million faces
love, fear, you and me.

How can I find you?
How did I miss you?

The lights show us only one way
the difference lays in the darkness my love.

By my side

Bitter sade du
kommer att bli himlens smak,

men vem av oss åt hela sockret?

Vem smakade himlen?

Vem dolde dig från mig?

Bitter sade du
kommer att bli din kyss,

men hur som helst måste jag smaka den
innan du åker härifrån.

Ego and a child

The world is going to die but you
you are flying with me
downstairs there is a party
invited? not
we are going anyway, vet du.

Change what? 

the constructions are already broken.
Anti-constructivism is: 

to tell the truth about a lie
which was made to hide another lie 

which was more important 

than the truth itself.

Humans make sex and that's all.

Changes and luck
smokes and gyms
whores and priests.
Me and you.
Ego and a child.

Do you still love mE?

After sex:
- Do you still love me Miliana?
- The girls asks these questions.

The loneliness, the doubt, the fear
all in one question: Do you still love mE?

The look, the begging, the answer
- Lets try it again.

The action, the pleasure, the contact
- I want you to make me feel good about myself.

The end and the beginning.


Idea came from the movie ''Does it hurt? The First Balkan Dogma.''

Chocolate and Water

Sometimes I think it's time for us,
the romantic ones,
to save the world.

I realize that being lazy in my student years
made it possible for me
to have friends and develop my personality
in a way that makes me happy now.

The workings hours 

are just a result of a bargain
between me and poverty.

The woman I love is the same every time
but the girl inside each one of them is always a surprise.

Silence is like sweet chocolate
and people are like the water.

Lyssna bara

Det är svårt att skriva
även när man känner behovet starkt.
Det är alltid svårt att berätta
men det som är ännu svårare
är att hitta någon som vill lyssna.